Blind

When I try to draw my heart in the hazy winter frost

You don’t know

When I collect the scattered raindrops

I have them flow as my tears

you don’t know

When you lean your head against me and stare vacantly

you don’t know

Though I’m transparent

 I’m standing in front of you

Your eyes just look over me

Just once, once, please find me

Harder and harder as I keep sobbing

I only grow more transparent

Maybe at the end

when my heart all shattering

when I’m broken into pieces

you might finally see me